I, John, am the one who heard and saw these things. And when I had heard and seen them, I fell down to worship at the feet of the angel who had been showing them to me. But he said to me, "Do not do it! I am a fellow servant with you and with your brothers the prophets and of all who keep the words of this book. Worship God!

THERE WAS A CHURCH THAT HAS BEEN DOWNTOWN ST. LOUIS FOREVER. IT IS CALLED ST PATRICKS
AND I KNEW THEY WOULD HELP IF I COULD JUST TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT MY PROBLEM. THE BIG
DRAWBACK WAS THIS;

IT IS 7 IN THE MORNING AND THE ONLY THING YOU CAN GET IN ST LOUIS AT 7 AM
ON A SATURDAY MORNING (CHECK THE CALENDER, OCT 1, 2005 WAS A SAT) LOL, IS WHITE CASTLE
AND WAL-MART......YOU CAN'T EVEN GET NO MORE CRACK BECAUSE ALL THE DEALERS ARE SLEEP...
THEY'RE BLOOD SUCKING VAMPS!!!!!LOL THE HOLY SPIRIT GAVE ME THE "BRIGHT IDEA" TO TALK TO
JOYCE MEYER'S CHIEF OF SECURITY AND I PROCEEDED TO TELL HIM ALL THAT I HAD BEEN THROUGH,
HOW I NEEDED HELP AND I GUESS THE TEARS WHERE PRETTY AUTHENTIC TOO. HE PROCEEDED TO MAKE A CALL TO PASTOR TONY AYALA AT THE ST LOUIS DREAM CENTER. PASTOR TONY TOLD CHIEF
TERRY (AS I NOW AFFECTIONATELY CALL HIM) TO SEND ME TO THE CHURCH RIGHT AWAY. THE REST
IS HISTORY. THE GENESIS MEN'S HOME HAD BEEN OPEN 1 WEEK AND WAS ALREADY FILLED TO IT'S
CAPACITY. UPON HEARING MY STORY, PASTOR TONY SHOWED THE COMPASSION OF JESUS ( he was
himself a former heroin addict in brooklyn, ny) , SENT SOMEONE TO THE DREAM CENTER WAREHOUSE,
BROUGHT ME A MATTRESS & BOX SPRING, AND I SLEPT ON THE FLOOR OF THE GENESIS MENS HOME
FOR TWO WEEKS UNTIL A BED CAME OPEN. THAT MORNING, PASTOR TONY ANOINTED ME WITH OIL
ACCORDING TO JAMES 5:14,15, PRAYED THE PRAYER OF FAITH (WITH ALL THE MEN CIRCLED ABOUT ME), AND I WAS INSTANTLY, MIRACULOUSLY HEALED OF CIGARETTES, ALCOHOL, AND CRACK COCAINE.

I HAVE NOT TOUCHED A SUBSTANCE OF ANY KIND SINCE. I WILL BE FREE 4 YEARS IN OCT
THIS YEAR. TO GIVE YOU A BAROMETER OF WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME, I HAVE NOT HAD A PERIOD OF
TIME IN MY ADULT LIFE UP TILL NOW, MORE THAN 3 MONTHS FREE OF DRUGS AND I AM 52 YEARS OLD
NOW........DO YOU THINK THERE'S A GOD ? DO YOU THINK THAT HE CARES FOR US ? (1PET 5:7) I DO !
HE SENT PASTOR TONY AYALA ALL THE WAY FROM BROOKLYN JUST FOR ME !!!!!!!!! NO OTHER MAN
COULD REACH ME AND I HAVE NEVER LOVED A MAN LIKE I LOVE THIS MAN....HE IS MY DADDY AND I'M 3 YEARS OLDER THAN HIM........IS THERE A GOD ? EVER BEEN TO PRISON ? I TOLD YOU EARLIER
THAT YOU'D KNOW LATER WHY I MENTIONED NEVER HAVING BEEN RAPED........IT WAS BECAUSE HE
LITERALLY HID ME UNDER HIS WING WHILE I WAS THERE. THINK ABOUT IT, 17 YEARS OLD, PRETTY
HAIR, PRETTY SKIN.....JUST PRETTY....AND GREEN !!! HE PROTECTED ME AND I DID NOT KNOW HIM!
TODAY, THE DAUGHTER WHOSE SKIN USED TO CRAWL IN MY PRESCENCE NOW WRITES ME LETTERS
SO BEAUTIFUL THAT I CRY BEFORE THE SECOND PARAGRAPH IS REACHED. CHECK MY GOD OUT !!!
HE GAVE ME 2 BEAUTIFUL GRANDSONS FROM THAT SAME DAUGHTER, 1 AND 3 YEARS OLD, BOTH
BORN ON THE SAME DAY!!!!!!!!!SEPT 20...THAT'S WHAT HAPPENS WHEN LOVE(1 JOHN 4:8) CALLS
YOU HOME...................THANKS 4 LISTENING AND WAITING...AND IF I CAN HELP YOU IN ANY WAY
WITH THIS, OR ANY OTHER ISSUE, DON'T HESITATE TO HIT ME UP.......

IN HIM,
DAHN B

I DON'T KNOW IF IT QUALIFIES BUT, IT IS WHAT IT IS .......LOL SPENT ALL OF 18 MONTHS FROM
THE AGE OF 15 TO 21 AS A FREE PERSON...CERIFIED TO STAND TRIAL AS AN ADULT AT AGE 15.
IN THE WORKHOUSE (ST.LOUIS JAIL FACILITY) AT 17...WENT TO MISSOURI STATE PRISON AT 17
WITH 12 YEARS. NEVER RAPED ! (you'll know why i mention this later) TRANSFERED TO THE WALLS
(the place that housed james earl ray) ONLY 6 MONTHS INTO MY SENTENCE. CAME HOME AT 21.

RELEASED APRIL 6, 1978, MARRIED JUNE 10, 1978. STILL AM. 31 YEARS. MET MY
BRIDE AT THE AGE OF 11 .(oh, i almost forgot, i was molested by our next door neighbor at 8 or 9)
START THE VICIOUS CYCLE OF DRUG USE, ABUSE, AND THEN CHRONIC ADDICTION (COCAINE, HEROIN,,MARAJAUNA,ALCOHOL) ALL USED REGULARLY, SOMETIMES ALL AT ONCE...HAVE OVERDOSED
MORE THAN I CARE TO REMEMBER. WAS ABUSIVE AND NEGLEGENT TO MY WIFE AND FAMILY. DID
ALL THOSE THINGS THAT ARE COMMONLY ASSOCIATED WITH DRUG ADDICTS. I WAS LOST AND
TURNED OUT TOTALLY BY THE TIME I WAS 35. THE LORD FOUND ME. SAVED ME ! I WENT BACK. I
HAD NOT ENDURED ENOUGH PAIN. I REALIZED I WAS A BACKSLIDER. I DIDN'T CARE. I WAS HIGH
EVERYDAY. ON SOMETHING ! MY HEALTH WAS STARTING TO REVEAL IT. 13 YEARS STRAIGHT, I WAS
HIGH...NOT JUST HIGH, BUT HIGH AS A TEST PILOT HIGH...MY DAUGHTER STARTED TO HATE ME...


MY SONS WERE TOTALLY CONFUSED...MY WIFE WAS CRUSHED !
SHE WAS ALSO NUMB......RELAPSE AFTER RELAPSE OCCURED, SINKING ME DEEPER INTO THE ABYSS
EACH OCCURENCE. I HATED ME. I DIDN'T LIKE ME EITHER. ALMOST AS A BLUR, I REMEMBER THAT
FALL MORNING. OCTOBER 1, 2005. I HAD SMOKED ALL MY PAYCHECK THE NIGHT BEFORE. LIVING OUT
OF MY HOOPTY, I REMEMBER STARTING TO CRY....THEN IT WAS UNCONTROLLED SOBBING....I WAS
BEGINNING TO BECOME DESPERATE ( I NOW UNDERSTAND THE LYRIC "I -I -I'M DESPERATE FOR YOU")
IT WAS AS IF I BLACKED OUT AND THE NEXT THING I REMEMBER WAS FINDING MYSELF DOWNTOWN
AT THE DOME WHERE JOYCE MEYER WAS HAVING HER ANNUAL WOMENS' CONFRENCE.......


WOW! IT'S 10 PM AND I GOTTA CLOCK OUT BUT I PROMISE TO FINISH THIS AS SOON
AS I GET HOME..............PLEEEEZ STAY TUNED.... YOU GOTTA HEAR THE END OF THIS ........

I'LL B BACK,
DAHN

HEY FAM,
AND ANYONE ELSE WHO HAPPENS TO BE READING THIS....BLESS GOD FOR THE RESURRECTION
OF HIS DEAR SON JESUS....THE LAMB OF GOD...EMMANUEL...YESHUA...THE GREAT I AM... THE NAME
ABOVE ALL NAMES.....HE IS ALL OF THOSE THINGS.....DON'T KNOW 'BOUT YALL FOKE, BUT HE'S DONE
A PS 54:7 UNTO ME;


" FOR HE HAS DELIVERED ME OUT OF "EVERY" TROUBLE, AND MY EYE HAS LOOKED
( IN TRIUMPH) ON MY ENEMIES." COME ON YALL SOMEBODY OUGHTO BE SHOUTIN' WIT ME !!!!!

HALLELUJAH !!!!!!!

BUT, AND I KNOW YOU FELT IT COMIN'........ARE WE REALLY CELEBRATING RESURRECTION ON
THIS DAY, OR ARE WE UNWITTINGLY PARTICIPATING IN "THE SECRET COUNSEL AND CONSPIRACY OF
THE UNGODLY ? PS 64:2... THE AMPLIFIED READS THIS WAY; "HIDE ME FROM THE SECRET COUNSEL
AND CONSPIRACY OF THE UNGODLY, FROM THE SCHEMING OF EVILDOERS"...IF YOU WILL READ ON TO
THE END OF THIS WHOLE PSALM (the book of psalms is very prophetic), YOU WILL SEE THAT EVEN IN
ALL THEIR SCHEMING AND SLINGING OF ARROWS AND FIERY DARTS, GOD IS STILL ON THE THRONE !
VERY, VERY, VERY LARGE, AND VERY MUCH IN CHARGE.......AMEN ? THE DEVIL WAS A LIAR IN WHEN HE
DECIEVED THE WOMAN IN THE GARDEN AND HE IS EVEN BETTER AT IT TODAY....JESUS CAME SO THAT
WE COULD HAVE LIFE IN ABUNDANCE, NOT TO GORGE ON THE LUST'S OF OUR FLESH PARTAKING IN THE
UNCOVERING OF HIDDEN EGGS (easter egg hunt), MASS CONSUMPTION OF TOOTH DECAYING CANDIES
AND MOST DEF NOT THAT $300.00 OUTFIT YOU BOUGHT LAST MONTH SO WE COULD ALL LOOK UPSIDE
YO HEAD LIKE YOUR NAME WAS "EL SHADDAI" THIS SUNDAY MORNIN'..........

THE "POMP AND CIRCUMSTANCE" THAT WE ATTACH TO THIS DAY REMINDS ME
OF DECEMBER 25. IF IT WAS JESUS WHO DIED FOR MY SINS, WHY AM I GIVING YOU A GIFT AND CELEBRATING YOU BY DOING SO ? REMEMBER "THIS DO IN REMEMBRANCE OF ME".... EASTER,
"THE HOLIDAY", IN AND OF ITSELF, IS PAGAN.....JESUS AIN'T GOT NOTHIN' TO
DO WITH NO RABBIT........LOL OR CANDY !!!BE YE TRANSFORMED, NOT "CONFORMED".
HAVE YOU EVER GIVEN ANY THOUGHT TO THE WORD SANTA ?????

IT AIN'T NO COINCIDENT THAT WHEN YOU MOVE THE LETTER "N" TO THE
RIGHT OF THE WORD YOU GET THIS.........SATAN !!!! WE HAVE TO BE VERY CAREFUL
ABOUT WHAT AND WHOM WE ASSOCIATE THE NAME ABOVE ALL NAMES....JESUS !!!
THIS DAY IS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT HIM, NOT YOU..........

AS I WAS SAYING BEFO I RAN OUTTA CHARACTERS' ( I GO LONG SUMTIMES) LOL,
WE ARE NEEDING OUR FAM HERE ON THIS COMMUNITY (LIBAW) WE ARE ON MANY,
MANY DIFFERENT COMMUNITIES ONLINE (JUST GOOGLE US ) BUT GOD IS TELLING ME
THAT THIS IS THE COMMUNITY TO HAVE PRAYER WITH AND FOR US.....GO FIGURE !
I AIN'T TRYIN' TO DO ALL THAT....I JUST WANNA OBEY AND I DON'T CARE HOW CRAZY
IT LOOKS YA KNOW....

LIFT US UP IN EVERY AREA THAT YOU CAN ALLOW THE HOLY SPIRIT TO LEAD
YOU. WE NEED WISDOM, COVERING FOR OUR PHYSICAL BODY'S AND PROTECTION FROM DEMONIC ACTIVITY, SPIRITUAL WICKEDNESS. WE NEED PRAYER FOR STRENGTH,
WE NEED PRAYER FOR BOLDNESS, WE NEED PRAYER FOR EVERYTHING...OUTDOOR
STAGE GEAR AND SOUND RE INFORCEMENT, TRANSPORTATION TO AND FROM THIS
EVENT, GOOD WEATHER, AND A FRESH WORD THAT WOULD BRING A HUMONGOUS #
OF SOULS INTO THE KINGDOM THAT WEEKEND, IN THAT PLACE...I WILL BE BACK IF
THE LORD GIVES ME MORE AREAS OF SPECIFICITY......(LOL DAT GOTTA B A HOLY GHOST WORD) JUST PRAY FOR US YALL.....I AM SO EXCITED AND THE LAST THING I
WANT TO DO IS BLOW THE LORDS OPPORTUNITY.........

IN HIS LOVE, FROM THE HEART,
DAHN B/"HIGHEZPRAYS"

HEY FAM,

BLESS THE LORD FO YOU GUYS THIS MORN OR EVENIN' IF YOU HAPPEN TO B ON THE
DARK SIDE OF THE WORLD....lol THE LORD IS GOOD......HE IS OPENING THE DOORS
OF OPPORTUNITY FOR MINISTRY THAT ARE ABOVE ANYTHING THAT I COULD ASK THINK OR IMAGINE. "THE HARVEST IS HUGE BUT IT AIN'T A WHOLE LOTTA LABORERS".


GOD IS CALLING US NOW ("HIGHEZPRAYS") TO PRESENT THE GIFT HE HAS
GIVEN US TO HIS PEOPLE (PREPARE THE SOIL&PLANT THE SEED), STIR UP THEIR GIFTS
THROUGH SONG AND REV 12:11... SOMEBODY ELSE (RIGHT BEHIND US WILL WATER THE SEED), AND GOD HIMSELF WILL GIVE INCREASE... WE HAVE BEEN INVITED TO A
"CITY WIDE RIVIVAL" IN CHARLESTON, MO THE END OF JULY. (OUR 1ST INVITE TO AN
EVENT OUTSIDE OF ST.LOUIS) WE ARE EXCITED ..........IN ADDITION, THIS MORNING,
I WAS CALLED AND INVITED TO DO PRISON MINISTRY! THAT IN AND OF ITSELF MAY
NOT CAUSE THE SOUND OF TRUMPETS TO PLAY INSIDE YOUR HEAD, BUT MY GOD
SENT A WORD TO ME THROUGH AN APOSTLE 2 WEEKS AGO (AND HE ALWAYS WILL
USE HIS WORD WHEN SPEAKING TO YOUR HEART) PROV 15:33:

" THE REVERENT AND WORSHIPFUL FEAR OF THE LORD BRINGS
INSTRUCTION IN WISDOM, AND HUMILITY COMES BEFORE HONOR", THEN, HE SPOKE
DIRECTLY TO ME NOT QUITE 2 WEEKS LATER (EARLY THIS WEEK), "FOR HE HAS
DELIVERED ME OUT OF EVERY TROUBLE, AND MY EYE HAS LOOKED (IN TRIUMPH)
ON MY ENEMIES............HALLELUJAH !!! I WAS 17 YEARS OLD WHEN I WENT TO
PRISON AND I'LL TELL YOU WHAT...........IF GOIN' BACK AT 52 TO TESTIFY, PREACH
AND TEACH, EXHORT, LAY HANDS ON, HELP WITH BAPTISM'S OR WHATEVA HE IS
INSTRUCTING ME TO DO AT THAT TIME AIN'T TRIUMPH AND VICTORY, JUST GO ON
AND DELETE THE MESSAGE AND ME. I'M READY TO RUN UP OUTTA HERE...I BETCHA
SOMEBODY SHOUTIN' WIT ME !!@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HALLELUJAH........

THIS IS GODS' SEASON AS HE IS APPOINTING IT TO US...HE IS
LITERALLY ORDERING OUR STEPS.....AND I KNOW THAT WHAT GOD ORDERS', HE PAYS FOR !! (THANK YOU MOMMA ) OOPS OUTTA CHARACTERS PT 2 COMIN UP

TAKE THIS THROUGH YOUR DAY;


(NOT IN YOUR OWN STRENGTH) FOR IT IS GOD WHO IS ALL THE WHILE EFFECTUALLY

AT WORK IN YOU (ENERGIZING AND CREATING IN YOU THE POWER AND DESIRE), BOTH TO

WILL AND TO WORK FOR HIS GOOD PLEASURE AND SATISFACTION AND DELIGHT...

PHILLIPIANS 2:13 amplified

EARLY IN 2007 I WAS ATTACKED BY WHAT CAN ONLY BE REGARDED TODAY ( MY
HINDSIGHT BEING 20/20 VISION COUPLED WITH THE HOLY GHOST), AS A FOUL
DEMON SPIRIT THAT WAS BENT ON MAKING ME CURSE GOD AND ACCEPT THE
CALAMITY IT WAS AFFLICTING ME WITH. BUT BEFORE I GIVE YOU THE PRAISE END
OF THIS STORY, I NEED TO CLEAR UP A COUPLE OF COMMON MISCONCEPTIONS
AS THEY RELATE TO HEALING, GOD AND MALADY IN IT'S ATTACK ON THE BODY.

THAT IS "THE BODY OF CHRIST"... GOD DOES NOT, I REPEAT AND HEAR ME
WELL, HE DOES NOT PUT MALADY AND CALAMITY ON PEOPLE AND IT TOOK ME 50
YEARS TO LEARN THIS AND EFFECTUALLY APPLY IT TO MY PHYSICAL BODY !
IT IS HIS WILL THAT WE PROSPER AND BE IN GOOD HEALTH...(OUR BODIES)
THIS CALAMITY AS I WILL HERETOFORE CALL IT, WAS A VERY PAINFUL MALADY.
I CALL IT BY THESE NAMES BECAUSE NONE OF THE 5 OR 6 DOCTORS THAT SAW
ME AND TREATED ME (EMERGENCY ROOMS INCLUDED 3X's) COULD GIVE A NAME
TO THIS AFFLICTION, IT MANIFESTED ITSELF "BOIL TYPE BLISTERS" THAT STARTED
AROUND THE MIDDLE OF BOTH SHINS TO THE AREAS ACROSS THE TOP OF BOTH
FEET. I COULD LITERALLY PULL THE TOP SKIN OFF OF ANY OF THESE AREAS BY
USING MY INDEX FINGER AND THUMB, AND THESE AREAS WERE CONSTANTLY
WET WITH FLUID, (PUSS/INFECTION). AT THE HEIGHT OF MY SEASON OF PAIN, I
HAD TO REST ON THE SHOULDERS OF BOTH OF MY SONS (1 ON EACH SIDE OF ME)
AND THEY WOULD "WALK" ME TO THE BATHROOM 1 ROOM AWAY FROM MY BEDROOM.


AT THIS POINT DOCTORS WERE BASICALLY MANAGING MY
PAIN WITH SOME SERIOUS NARCOTIC PAINKILLERS WHICH I WANTED NO PART OF
ON A CONSISTENT BASIS. THERE WAS A HEALING SERVICE GOING ON AT THE
CHURCH I ATTEND (THE ST LOUIS DREAM CENTER) AND A GUEST PASTOR WAS
MINISTERING BY THE NAME OF PASTOR SPANN. I REMEMBER BEING LATE TO THE
SERVICE AND WATCHING A FEW PEOPLE GO DOWN TO THE FRONT FOR HEALING
AND PRAYER BUT I REALLY AT THAT POINT HAD NOT MADE MY MIND UP AS TO
WHEATHER I COULD LEND MY FAITH TO THIS KIND OF EVENT. I WENT TO THE RESTROOM, AND AS I WAS COMING OUT THE HOLY SPIRIT SPOKE UP ON THE
INSIDE OF ME BUT PASTOR SPANN WAS CLOSING THE MEETING.

BOLDNESS TOOK OVER AS I SHOUTED FROM THE BACK OF THE
SANCTUARY "HOLD ON PASTOR, YOU GOT ONE LEFT "... OF COURSE, HE WAITED
AND RECIEVED ME. AS I EXPLAINED TO HIM WHAT I WAS DEALING WITH, HE ASKED IF I WOULD REMOVE MY SHOES AND SOCKS ! WOW. EVERYONE WHO
WAS THERE TO SEE IT WAS AMAZED AND REMARKED AT THE HIDEOUS LOOK OF
IT ON BOTH ANKLES AND FEET. PASTOR SPANN ANOINTED ME (JS 5:14,15), LAID
HANDS ON ME AND IMMEDIATELY, I WAS HEALED !!!!!! I HAVE NEVER HAD THIS
PROBLEM AGAIN. IT HAS BEEN 2 YEARS IN MAY.....I DON'T HAVE ANY PAIN OR ANY DISCOMFORT. I DON'T LIMP WHEN I WALK...GOD IS GREAT AND HE HAS GIVEN HIS GIFT OF HEALING TO PASTOR SPANN (JN 14:12), AND HE OPERATES IN IT CONSISTENTLY.

GOD BLESS YA PASTOR SPANN,
AND THANK YOU LORD,
DAHN B