One day you open your eyes and see that you are in the middle of a spiritual battle. You are face to face with your enemy our enemy. I remember hearing "Let go and let GOD". I was in a state of denial of what I was called to do. Apart from my first love, apart from my father,Apart from my creator. Jesus ,The Way, The Truth, and The Life. I have been properly introduced to HIM by way of conviction in HIS word and throught the word that The Holy Spirit has given me. I have been given a smile that is permanent and real. The Lord is the rock I lean on with my legs give up. He's the chair I sit in when I can't go any further. We have been following what others have told us, but never what he has given us. We rely on others for our source of true salvation. That source should be Jesus Christ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!